Absurdism Never Justifies Suicide

First blog post entirely stitched together with just questions.
I hope you find the answers conveyed between the lines.

First blog post entirely stitched together with just questions.
I hope you find the answers conveyed between the lines.
Presently, I wonder if there could be a third way out. Like something or somewhere where I could do both. Where I could burn bright but without turning into a black dwarf.
Due to our school conditioning, we firmly believe in a Subject performing or observing some action. But this might not be the case. In theory, a doer isn’t needed
I don’t crave for another glimpse. Just a single glimpse was enough :)
Having many regrets on the deathbed haunts me the most. I do not want to die with more than 3 major regrets in life. And my biggest regret would entail not having lived a full life.